I still get scared
I still go there
to that place
I want so badly to forget
I wish you heard me screaming-but you were too busy downstairs beaming with the stuff you made up in ur head
Did all that make you happy?
where are we now?
I fall asleep to you laughing
not from past memories, just scenarios I make up in an empty void
wish it where them instead
wish I can heal and fix everything you’ve completely destroyed
I still hear you rampaging through-and those cries I think I got too used to
We left our goodbyes on a Thursday evening…
When I say my soul died-I wish you’d believe me