Jo Villamor — July 17, 2020 in Love Poem

Toxic love

You left me drowning in the middle of the ocean. But instead of screaming for help, I found myself diving back into you.

About the Author: Jo Villamor

I am a nocturnal writer. My mind is full of unsaid thoughts. They just spill through my chaotic words.

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