You made me feel like a monster. As if wanting to live life according to my own plan was not a plausable idea. As I fell in love with every part of you I only lost more of myself in the process. I wanted for nothing more than for it to be “right.” no matter how many times we had anger fueled “discussions” there I was still by your side. Clinging to the idea that who you were when we met, would soon return. Just as time passed, this thought too started to diminish, and the veil is lifted to show the extremities of this fragile dying thought. I didn’t leave, because I wanted to hurt you, I left because I had to save myself from complete self destruction.
I hope someday you can understand this was a two sided story most have only heard one side of.
