I became this and I cannot live,
I became this, neither to die, nor to live –
I am patching your absence with gleaming pain,
I am patching your absence with impediment words…
Since you had gone, all is: since then,
I count two kinds of time: the knot of absence
Is that binds mind and heart: I am its captive,
The space that you left, nothing dissolves.
I am all the absence since you had gone:
The absence dissolves in me immense.
The absence dissolves my life immense,
Perfect existenceless existing: I am its captive…