Losing Myself

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Losing myself:

Losing myself every second

Don’t want to be down on myself because I know I’m not wrong

But they make me feel like I’m the problem

Just want to go someplace far away

Maybe then I won’t be in the way

Always taught to be the protector 

But I can’t protect her

I got to turn a blind eye

I got to close my ears

I got to ignore my fears

If something happens to her

Then that jumpsuit going be comfortable 

I’m losing myself

Therapy helps

But it’s not a instant fix

Been dealing with this tantrum since I was a kid

It never had an off button

So I stay on edge

Just want to push him off a ledge

Want to put a cap to his heart like when I pledge

I’m losing myself 

Angry all the time

Just want to escape the rage

Always hated it

Now I’m in that mode often

When will I escape?

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K. Exum

About the Author: K. Exum

I'm a blogger, poet, and writer. Looking to connect with other writers and hopefully gain some exposure on this platform.

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